the one and only

2009-08-08T18:51:00.000-07:00

wat sup...... lol today suddenly got mood to blog. dont know y and dont wan to know too haha.

this few day been busy working. even though it is nt like last time le but i still enjoy working with current people. past is gd but it can only be my memory and there wont be a second chance of it. so nw we have to think of present and future. haha.

exam coming le... around 20plus more day. i got no mood to start studying. arghhhhhh. someone help me leh. need some motivation leh but from who??? hmmmm... after working today i will rest for 1 month cause of exam. hope u all dont miss me ho :P. thick skin right lol...

yesterday work is gd. run about at the back and do thing quite "fast" haha.. jamios's gf came to eat. i disturb him until he really cannot tahan lei lo. from his face can tell he wan kill me. did lot of funny things in the kitchen and everyone laugh until cant stop. guess i will miss the laughter we had yesterday as it is the only time most of the part timer work together. hope there is a chance all the joker can work on the same day.

that the end le.. need prepare to work. bye!!!!!

2009-08-05T09:47:00.000-07:00

here to update again....

have been having some problem lately... find a friend and chatted about it. she didnt really help a lot but at less she said one thing: dont think about it cause it is nt the right time.. no point feeling so trouble with it when u know u can get nthing out of it also. but i nt the type of person can dont care and put it aside. my head sometime will go think of it and i will feel kind of emo...... who can really help me????? anyway ty mei zhen for chatting with me this few days hehe...

bb that the end of my complaint...

2009-07-31T09:09:00.000-07:00

yo people.... quite a while seen i last update ba. have been busy doing my project and homework this few days.

last fri went to bukom island for chalet. reach there around 10plus cause we 9 plus then travel over there. have to take ferry over and must first use IC to exchange pass sia... mafan lo.

on sat.. went swimming in the morning.. due to very long didnt swim le so i forget how to swim lo. take melike 30 min to learn how to swim again and i keep on get cramp on my leg. i swim half a lap cramp one time. if nt wrong i swim around 4 lap. haha. nt bad right, i can tahan 8 time of cramp. hehe. after that we went for fishing but didnt caught anything. at night we had bbq. i didnt eat much cause there is limited food and got like 11 people lo.. my mum insist will have enough de. so too bad for me. to fill my stomach i end up eating instant noodle.

on sunday.. went to gym in the morning with my cousin. after that played badminton and ping pong. had quite a lot of fun. when i team with my sis, she just stand there wait for the ball to come to her while i keep on run around going after the ball. nt fair right? haha... the whole chalet end around 1 when we took ferry back to the main island.

ok that then end of the update bb people.....

2009-07-02T06:18:00.000-07:00

NEW DIVIDE

I remembered black skies
the lightning all around me
I remembered each flashas time began to blur
Like a startling sign
that fate had finally found me
And your voice was all I heard
That I get what I deserve

So give me reason
to prove me wrongto wash this
memory clean
Let the floods cross the distance in your eyes
Give me reasonto fill this hole
connect the spacebetween
Let it be enough to reach the truth that lies
Across this new divide

There was nothing in sight
but memories left
abandoned
There was nowhere to hide
the ashes fell like snow
And the ground caved in
between where we were
standing
And your voice was all I heard
That I get what I deserve

So give me reason
to prove me wrong
to wash this
memory clean
Let the floods cross the distance in your eyes
Across this new divide

In every lossin every lie
In every truth that you’d deny
And each regret
and each goodbye
was a mistake to great to hide
And your voice was all I heard
That I get what I deserve

So give me reason
to prove me wrong
to wash this
memory clean
Let the floods cross the distance in your eyes
Give me reasonto fill this hole
connect the space
between
Let it be enough to reach the truth that lies
Across this new divide

sad cant get the whole song onto my blog... but is ok, have lyric also nt bad..

2009-06-19T18:56:00.000-07:00

yo people... it been a while seen i last updated.... cause nothing special happen this few weeks.

yesterday had class outing. super super rare class outing with only 8 people going. i guess that nt class outing at all lo, more like group outing. we went to sentosa. the girls soak in water for quite long while i and cp sit beside the bag and listen to music. lol went so far just to listen to music. after that they say wan go watch movie so we went to the cathay. spell wrong dont blame me :P... but when we reach there we found that the time is unsuitable so i and cp end up sitting there daydream while the girls check other cinema for the same movie time slot. but in the end all we cant watch. so we went to eat at pizza hut. at there the girls chat and chat and chat. i think from 5 plus chat until 7 plus. can u imagine i and cp sit there hear them chitchat for 2 hours? lol. they ask for our opinion but we ddint give any. reason nt we dont have, it is just that nt very nice if we say something that is nt gd about u all. somemore my first impression of the girls are very bad. :P

ok that the end of the update take care people. exam coming soon......

2009-05-26T03:36:00.000-07:00

finally got time to update le.......
this few day lots of things happen. got happy de and unhappy de. most of the unhappy de come from work. those who work there without me tell me should know why le lo. hai. where got people like that work de. but leh just got people like to work with their emotion, that mean when they happy they do things with brain but when they angry they will anyhow do and dont bother think. wat to do leh hai........ 2 more years is the most i going to work there.

my sch also nt very gd. i got one lecturer dont know he can teach or nt de. wat he say i totally dont understand. the notes he give us is full of diagram. how we going to study like that????? somemore if i am nt wrong the module is 4 credit leh. fail that module = gpa drop....... the lecturer is very imba, cause during lesson everyone is talking then he can still cont teaching with all the noisy. i was like WOAH!!!!!! best thing is everyday he late for our lesson. lesson start at 12pm he can come at 12.05 to 12.20. then take attandance for 10min. like that half lesson gone le lol.

last year got one nt gd lecturer but compare to him, i prefer the last year lecturer cause in the end we all know wat he talking. but this one is hopeless la lol.ok going off le bb

2009-05-12T08:48:00.001-07:00

yoyo.... this few day life was kind of up and down. got happy and uphappy things happen. sch work is dam lot leh and tus is the worst cause tus lecturer give hw wed need pass up le.

during sun which is mother's day. worked full and it is really tired. but after work i and one friend craping all the way with the other people who is still working. we had fun crapping and i always the one kana aim by them. haha.

lazy to cont le bb.. will update again soon

2009-05-02T08:14:00.000-07:00

yoooooo...... today was a bad bad bad bad day..... early afternooon get scold by the dish washer.. u know y? cause i just tell him i am behind him. then he scold me.... wth hai!!!!!! then lot of things cock up also.. can say all things dont go well..

at night things get worse.. the steam egg nt fully cook. i tell the kitchen people they still say y i go take uncook egg -.- ....... hai. plus lots and lots of stuff, today i finally scold people lei. nt service crew people but the kitchen people. cannot tahan them anymore lo. they are climbing over my head if i dont do something about it.

sian i sure resign when i got second job. gdnight people...

2009-04-26T09:15:00.001-07:00

yo people.... today the best working day i ever have. reason is simple we have great fun during work. it was nt busy at all. my partner at night is wei yang and wei de. but around 8 plus pm wei de go other station so left me and yang.

we were joking and laughing when we clearing table or walking around. due to some reason, he keep on sing song infront of me. those sad sad song lo. haha. i was laughing non stop. siang also joined us and we play and joke. but we still got do our work nicely.

during break we did some illegal stuff. we play poker card at the back. when manager walk pass we keep the card. but we know that she already know we are playing just that she dont wan interfere. haha and u know wat. when we starting playing, agnes will be so excited lol. she was laughing non stop. while for me i was playing psp and poker at the same time. they keep on complain cause i cant really contcentrate but i keep on anyhow throw cards, so that i no need shuffle. agnes make a record, she shuffle for continues of 5 games.

okok that all for today bb...

2009-04-22T08:10:00.000-07:00

yo..... this is the 3rd day of sch..... everything seeen to go wrong in some way or another. hai. just take today as example ba... i and 2 friends wan find a place to eat the 2 pieces chicken meal we bought but i take us half hour and still cant find. end up sharing with people hai.

someone is about to leave and i may nt be able to see that person forever le....... after i hear that was kind of sad. but no choice wat can i do leh? let fate do the job ba if we can still remain as friend we will get to see each other again. if nt then that the end of our friendship ba..

hai sad sad.... no one to talk to.

gd bye going back to my own emo world.....

2009-04-16T08:40:00.000-07:00

yoyo people.... finally got some mood to update le cause everyday work work play com play com... lol

having very boring life during this holiday. reason is i need money i wan earn more and more money so that after sch reopen got money to spent lol.... i guess it is like 1 month plus i didnt touch any books other then comics ba haha. next mon sch start le but guess wat i dont wan it to start.... arghhh.... my timetable was so sucky la. 3 day from 8am to 5pm. hai. so tiring and sat sun have to use for working cause of the super demanding manager....

life was sure sucks for me le.. but there some nice friends i make in sakae sushi... seriously they make my day working very happy and enjoying. glad that u all joined back after yr ns if nt everyday face the manager i think i will resign by nw le lol.

kk that all gdbye....

2009-04-04T09:56:00.000-07:00

yoyo people... been busy working this few weeks... seen the day coco left westmall and mandy took over. all nonsense rule start to appear example: no playing of psp during break time. OMG..... they pay me during break time? then y can control wat i do? if play they will take it away. wtf is this.... but somethings like smoking behind the emergency exit is allowed. u know y they allow it? reason is they also wan smoke there cause smoke at lobby or the rubbish place when get caught will have to pay... and smoke behind the emergency exit wont get caught so easily. WTF!!!!!!! wat they wan do they allow wat they dont like to see they say NO...

today meeting all type of bullshit came out. blame this blame that scold this scold that... u wan us give u perfect pls la wat is the manpower u give us? u expect us to do our best and the only return is scolding from u? who will be so stupid. i rather anyhow do get scolded then do everything nicely and get scolded. u blame us slow blame us do thing anyhow blame us do work ai mai ai mai. say when no customer we slack and chat. pls la we know when busy will have to work like mad of course got free time will wan to rest first right?

u complain we dont go promote yr food yr ice cream. u think we got time? 2 person take care of around 28 table. 2 person serve food for 52 table. u think we got time go promote? we ask for more people u say cant help cause boss dont allow. ok i nth to say but at less min dont everyday scold this scold that la. some time must let us a bit right..... u say we complain u of being strict so dont like u.. which manager nt strict at all de, u go check our pervious manager. all is the same but y they dont face staff shortage? cause we willing to work for them but nt u.

anyway whoever see this post go tell manager. i wont care also so wat if they hate me so wat if they dont give me schedule. i will be even happier.

2009-03-28T09:03:00.000-07:00

yoyoyo..... its been a whole working like mad. the new manager i dont like at all cause watever i do seen to be wrong to her. forget it i dont care wat she say or wat she thinks. wenever i go kitchen do stuff always kana scolded by her. wait most of the time ba lol. hai sian. today things get worst. hate to stay in westmall so i am thinking of transfering le. but didnt tell manager yet cause i am still thinking. something i cant get off and things i cant do without... wondering when i can make the discision to transfer or cont stay to suffer. lol

working getting really suckssssssss.....

anyway gtg play com le bb

2009-03-22T09:16:00.001-07:00

is forgetting everything the best way to solve problems?
haiz someone help me...

2009-03-19T07:04:00.000-07:00

yoyo below is my result...

BA502B-FINANCIAL MANAGEMENT FOR ENGINEERS-B+

CP4008-APPLIED ELECTRICITY & ELECTRONICS-A

CP5034-CHEMICAL PROCESS PRINCIPLES A-DIST

LC0218-CRITICAL REASONING SKILLS-B

CP4001-ANALYTICAL & PHYSICAL CHEMISTRY-B

CP4088-MATERIALS IN PRACTICE-B+

SP0201-CHARACTER DEVELOPMENT-B+

GPA is 3.55 and cumulation GPA is 3.375.

ok that all bb

2009-03-17T08:12:00.000-07:00

hello people... it been quite a while seen i blog le. things in work is getting more worse as time pass. nw already got 2 stuff wan resign le. hai wat to do leh and this going to cause lack of stuff at night ba. haha gd luck to all wm stuff lo..

today is ella birthday.. happy birthday to her. we celebrath by eating together at clementi. we had steamboat buffet and 8 people turn up including her. they are me hui song celeste ella ella's brother mei zhen wen xiao and anna. we had great fun playing but i was nt that happy cause i was having flu. i wondering y i everytime go out with celeste i will have flu de lol. last time go eat suki i also have flu nw steamboat also same. lol. anyway hope ella will be happy with the present we bought for her:)....

last but nt least... we chatted about things in work. the manager new or old. most of us agree that some manager is gd some is bad and some is hopeless haha. i guess those in wm de will know who i refering to ba lol...

k gtg play my game le bb... and ya good luck to all sp friends exam result out tml haha.

2009-03-04T05:39:00.000-08:00

ahhhhhhh.... today is hellllllll. in the morning everything go well same goes for buffet and lunch time... i though today everything will be ok. hai but leh nah it dont.

at night the food cock up. i jam until the food from hot turn cold. a lot of thing gone missing and everything is in chaos. the food order if put together i am sure can form one small wall of china haha. wait wait should be wall of sakae...... i ended work at 9 but i stay a while longer to help out a bit more.. anw today only got 2 runner so dont expect much and one is new de. but he is better then other le so i choose him instead. hai hai so tired. going to stop here and go rest le cya bb

2009-03-03T07:20:00.000-08:00

yoyoyyoyo..... today is a painful day hai. whole body here pain there pain like old people lol. but i nt old at all only 17 leh haha. due to yesterday gym training i end up suffering today lol. hai can only blame me y so long didnt go le cause of lazy? haha maybe.

today working was kind of slack cause not much customer. i am quite quiet le lol i think haha cause almost all is new stuff then dont really know them so keep quiet ba hai. mandy asked me a few stupid question and some i dont know. so wat leh i cant ans her wat can she do to me... - my salary? or fire me? lol as if she will do that just cause of some stuff i dont know. and wat does knowing all the stuff got to do with u old stuff or new stuff. old stuff cannot forget mah, new stuff cannot know it mah? wa lao use this to compare some stupid stuff like eh wat is ginger second name? lol. i think she the one and only manager who will ask ba haha. i hear everyone scare of her. wat to scare wor? her nagging mouth or her stupid question? haha if nagging mouth i think jerine also can fight with her lei lo....

okok that all for today bb....

2009-03-01T06:11:00.001-08:00

arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh........ super hate my life nw..... y am i born in such family y got such a irritating mum..... wtf... hope i can grow up early and faster leave this house for goodness sick....... everyday come home have to be nag. wtf....... everyday whenever i nt working keep on complain y am i nt working... u think i robort ah no need rest de is it?????? as if u are giving me any money lo still complain y i nt working and u ownself also didnt work from mon to sun y complain me-.-.... cannot stay at home play com for one day????? exam just over also dont let me rest...... even if i robort also will overheat de leh if keep on work...... arghhhhhhhhhh..........

2009-02-28T07:58:00.001-08:00

hello!!!!!! today went to one of my lecturer house, mr ho. that wat normal people call him. others call him xiao he or fake hole??? lol that wat i hear from one friend haha. due to rainning day we stay at his house to play cards although we have to go to marina bay to do stuff.

before that he treat us sushi and donut. guess wat only class 23 and 24 eating. other then wang chang who is special from 21. the rest didnt eat at all just stare at the food lol. maybe they eaten before they come ba haha. for me leh i see until i scare le dont wan eat at all.......

we went to marina something de lol..... i only know it is near sea and got lot of construction around it haha. oh yes i know le haha it is call marina barrage. anyone hear of it ma? lol i guess is no ba haha. the place was nice and got lot of people taking photo there.

around 7 plus he say can go home le and that the end of the trip. in the end we just go there walk walk and plan wat to do for AMGR( amazing marina green race).

ok that all for today bb......

2009-02-25T07:52:00.001-08:00

yo people........ finally exam over le haha it beeeeeeen 2 whole looooooooooooonnnnnnnnnnnnnnngggggggggggggg week studying for my 3 paper. during first few paper i fall sick le end up the paper i guess shouldnt get any gd marks ba. today my last paper over le. CPPA sia wth my friend all complaint y so HARD!!!!!! haha last question kills everyone in my class lol. wat to do leh but it is over le.

went to eat with my class for the first and last time. around 13 out of 16 turn up. nt bad le la haiz. wat to do leh hope next year will be better ba. everyone busy with their own things or go out with their own group of friends. one class spill into 5 group lol and this 5 group barely meet de. if got also during lesson time ba.

Eat in pizzahut after the exam. the service crew only gt one so we have to ownself carry table cause nt enough seat. i and 3 other guys order one lunch set. the rest order individual pasta, pizza or baked rice. talk quite a lot but mostly is !@#$%^ haha.... all those yellow yellow stuff cause got few dirty minded guy and girl.

roy say yuyun worth $200/hr for company but eddie pay $10 for it. lol guess wat this means? haha eddie got specical discount lo lol but roy say eddie pay $10 so only company for 3 min. lol. so short can do wat sia haha...... still got other stuff but cant remember le.

after that we spill and go play on our own. i and one friend went bugis cause i need buy pants. walk around for few hour and get 2 nt bad pants. after that went lot1 to watch movie. the time is around 4pm but the ticket is 5.10pm. so we slack inside arcade for the rest of the time but we didnt play anything cause nothing to play le. the movie is valkyre. for me consider nt bad cause it is about history. haha........

that all le cya people...............................

2009-02-01T02:45:00.000-08:00

yo people... nwaday keep on nt feeling well. everytime work have to go home early to rest. hai. getting old le keep on head pain, flu or sore throat. sad right but no choice. exam coming le i think this is the last entry until exam is over.
k bb people.....

dream is for normal people but nt for abnormal people like me......

2009-01-13T18:33:00.000-08:00

yoyo finally got time and mood to update le.... my aim for this year is 0% emo. a bit too late lei la haha new year pass le then found new aim. until nw have been living happily or trying hard to be happy everyday. after sch reopen, i have to complete tons of project and homework. it seen to be never ending but i know that 1 or 2 more month this sem will end le and holi coming. :P still far but at less got hope ma haha.

ok enough le need go back do homework bye bye.....

dream is for normal people but nt for abnormal people like me......

2008-12-31T22:35:00.000-08:00

2008 ended and 2009 start to begin. lots of thing had happen in 2008 but it was a past le hope that 2009 will be different, a totally different year for me. wish everyone happy new year.

dream is for normal people but nt for abnormal people like me......

2008-12-30T08:06:00.000-08:00

today soso only la. get back result quite ok lo. then whole day neck pain cant turn to my left. so my head was like keep on turning toward right or lie against right only. sad ho people at my left talk to me i need turn my whole body lo so mafan. evening went back sakae to meet jw. ah fu ask me help him buy stuff so went down buy le come back give him. after that we went causeway point eat. got me jing wei jiarong. we eat until around 9 plus yao come join us. after eating we sit there play psp until my psp no batt le then we go off. we go play arcade which is just one floor below sakae. starting i and yao play time crsis 3 we didnt manage to complete it reason is cause we lousy shooter. haha. after that went home le.

ok that the end of today bb.......
to jw. wan be my mama ho can but need time for me to xi guan de. gd night

dream is for normal people but nt for abnormal people like me......

2008-12-27T06:48:00.000-08:00

updating again.... christmas has ended with just me working working working. wed worked from 11-12am. it was a hell day for me ba cause i was taking care of delivery with ah yao. the customer who walk in collect de was pressing us for party set which is nt ready yet. cause of too many party set to make the kitchen cant do it on time so all the order was late. some was even worse late around 1 hour plus. so they was like nt happy lei. wat to do leh we try rush for them lo then ask them sit there or stand there wait. haha. when i hold one party set walk toward them all come crowd to me -.- so scary. xue pan also kana scare by them thenwan hide with us. but she cannot cause she need go cashier do stuff. sad right being huant by them.

thurs is christmas le. i worked from 9am to 11pm. we went there early to eat breakfast before start work. i and yao go nearby hawker tabao food for the rest. we bought 3 bowl of porriage and 2 packet of noodle. after eat finish we start to prepare for the delivery order. this time i was inside runner station so no need to face the customer. but at night due to some miscommunication, the runner station jam. first reason is nt enough tray to serve food, second is the system is down so need write order by hand, third is the back is in a mess. the order was either nt being made or there was double order. this cause us to waste lot of time serving those double order and checking for customer wat havnt been ordered. in the end from 4 people working in back change to 5. plus yen and me go help check order for the back people and rush those kitchen people for it. but nevertheless we survived.

while for fri and today, it was purely working. nothing special to talk about. just work work work. 2 more day to sch reopen le hai. i havent do finish my homework so nw i was rushing lei.

gd bye people have to go complete it le.

dream is for normal people but nt for abnormal people like me......

2008-12-22T08:09:00.000-08:00

yoyo back to update again. nwaday life was so dull. everyday wake up prepare go work then come home get ready to sleep. only one words to discribe it( sucks)..... i dont know wat to do le i guess it is the same always ba. everything replaying again and again. getting tired and a bit angry le. angry with myself... why why why.............................. suan wo dao mei ba... i wan get back to wat i was in sec sch but ho nt possible le cause a person change le can never go back to the same.

wat u do u have to pay for it. whether is gd or bad. too late to regret also le cause everything cannot be change. who can i believe leh? i ask before i say it but leh i know it will turn out like that and y i still go on leh? cause of hoping for a different ans ma or just asking for an ans to wat i already know. i dont know wat i doing and wont wan to know anymore..... hope thing will pass soon like always.

wont wan to trust anyone anymore...... experience bring me to who i am nw and wat i will become in the future. nw i know y adult become so selfish, nt cause of their ownself char is cause of the people around them. people they know de cant be trust.

dream is for normal people but nt for abnormal people like me......

2008-12-17T09:37:00.000-08:00

back to blog again. seem i open my blog le i cant type everything freely.... i have to keep those secret deep inside me and only those very very very i mean really close de will know ba.... u know who u are. today working as runner then everything was in a mess. hai sry ah the other runner with me de. i nt gd yet and need more training lo. i from p/t service crew become trainee le.

thing is getting back to normal le ma? no i dont think so cause it still remain the same. friend who barely talk de why leh? cause of wat i say ma or wat? quite regret saying it le cause i know the answer ah but i say le thing change totally. cant it go back to normal ma? hai...... too late to regret le so just look forward and hope thing will get better ba. anyway i haven start doing hw. planning to start tml lo lol.

k that it for today night....

dream is for normal people but nt for abnormal people like me......

2008-12-14T18:55:00.000-08:00

open my blog again to everyone le cause i got nothing i wan to vent out here anymore..... it was just a dream a unpleasent dream. all the rumour start to disappear le which is gd ba. hearing some people going to quit work le hai wat to say leh. ask them to stay ma? or forget it ba it is just a cycle. a cycle of from stranger become friend then become gd friend but in the end become stranger again. it is like the past being replay again and again. it will never end de. getting use to it soon. life was like a robot doing same thing again and again. experience same thing again and again. everyday wake up eat work then sleep. didnt seen to change and will never change.....

dream is for normal people but nt for abnormal people like me......

2008-11-13T07:34:00.000-08:00

yo people today having quite a nice day.... after sch meet 2 friends go eat at pastamania. i didnt really eat much but i think the 2 friend enjoy ba( i hope)lol. after that watched a movie and finally return home. today was my sister birthday( happy birthday to u)... i can tell she will never see this but nvm la i got wish her early morning le lo...

overall today was consider nt bad ba even though some stuff dont go the way i wan but it is ok de XD...... ok that all for today gd bye people

dream is for normal people but nt for abnormal people like me......

2008-11-11T07:06:00.001-08:00

yo finally got mood to update the photo of my cip le XD.... below are some of the photo of the kids and the volunteer helper. enjoy

k that the end of all the photo updates gd bye people.....

dream is for normal people but nt for abnormal people like me......

2008-11-08T06:29:00.000-08:00

today should have a lot of thing to blog about and lot of photo de.... but ho i no mood to put any of it here and i feeling sad nw so when my mood is back i will put it on. to make it easy for me i just say a bit of wat i did today.....

afternooon went to do cip with my classmate at serangoon cc. having a bit problem with the kids as they were too hyper. and from the kids i can tell that they are really being spoilt le.... just by asking us to take care of them during the interval of the performance it has already worn us mentally le-.-......

after that went to hougang mall to have dinner. i only order drinks while my friends ate their dinner. after that went to visit one of my classmate work place as she today working. at there i bought a salad and my friends bought ice cream.

when our food is finish, we went home by taking mrt and it took me around 1 hr plus. worse thing is next wed we will need to go there again and this time we will help out until 10pm-.-..... in the train a lot of things came out in my mind. i was kind of confuse of wat i am thinking and wat i really wan. guess no one can help me nw le so i should just get it off my mind and forget all about it ba..... sometime things dont go the way u wan it, and the more u wan the more u wont get it. so easier way is just wait. if there is fate, then things will flow the way u wants......

ok that all for today post bye bye people.........

dream is for normal people but nt for abnormal people like me......

2008-11-06T06:35:00.000-08:00

nothing much to update.... only thing is i getting sick le hai. today went back to help out in work cause they say nt enough people. then manager put me at front with a newcomer who cant bill or order. lucky dao bao nt a lot, only got about 5 or 6 delivery order. although nt a lot but i still get mix up cause of my head. i was like nt feeling well le then need do lots of stuff. hai. anyway sorry xue pan, nt on purpose to knock on u de. i nt sure u will see this ma but very sorry.... that all for today update gd bye people.....

dream is for normal people but nt for abnormal people like me......

2008-11-04T02:38:00.000-08:00

yeah suddenly come update le... dont ask me y cause i randomly update de. today dont know sould say happy or sad le lol. i got one new jie le haha then suppose should be 3 in total de but it is nt. i only have 2 jie in the end cause one of them say just wan to be good friend with me. so never mind lo is yr choice anyway. good friend and jie is totally different to me and u will know it soon. i wont ask u y u dont wan but i am fine with anything de hehe.

today i siao de... i having sore throat and slight flu. then during break i go eat chicken cutlet and it was like omg... once i eat it i start to cough like mad le haha and i having presentation this coming thurs. even though it is nt important but it is part of the learning i should go through lo and i cannot let myself fall sick nw. hear from one of my lecturer that next week got quiz and i was starting to scare le. i haven start studying cause i dont have the mood to study hai. i am nt like last sem can self control. i cant stop playing or daydreaming and this cause me to lose lots of my time. during lesson i keep on fall asleep then lecturer teach wat i only get half of it. i think i should stop work for a week le so i can catch up with my lesson and get myself back to normal again.(refering to self control)

ok that all i going to post today all the best my friends who in poly cause MST is coming sooooooooooon and it is just 4 week away only. JIAYOUZZZZZ.

dream is for normal people but nt for abnormal people like me......

2008-11-02T07:46:00.000-08:00

yo people.... i was about to sleep le but have the feeling to update before i went to bed. so here i am using my com and writing this post. today was a very bad day i suppose. afternoon i work as runner. i was like so blur and everything i do was so slow. my mind was nt working well so end up having problem inside the kitchen. lucky got ping, anna, and pan they do most of the work and only ask me to serve the food. but after ping went to eat and pan go front to do dao bao i was force to do all those they were doing. then due to my slowness and brain lag, agnes came in a few time to help out. thanks a lot ah agnes lol.

at night work front with pan. she do dao bao while i attend the customer. at the start still nt bad but after a while i feel my throat is going to die le then head start to pain. my movement decrease a lot also lo -.-. coco say i was very slow but i was like trying my best le ba(with all the sickness).

when i going home my friend called me and tell me that tml need pass up practical homework and i was like omg i haven print the stimulation and the fiqure out. and my datasheet haven done at all. so i was scare le and immidately reach home and rush all of them. tml i will be dead meat le cause i suppose to find a article about a topic and tell the class wat u feel about it but sadly i haven done anything. nvm gd luck for me ba haha pray hard lo(hope lecturer mc) LOL.....

that the end of my blog entry hope u will come visit again next time....

dream is for normal people but nt for abnormal people like me......

2008-10-29T06:50:00.000-07:00

today was a nice and wonderful day lol.... firstly in the early morning, as usual i wait for my friend at dover mrt for about 20mins. then one came. at 7.45 yuyun sms me say she will be late. hai she make me wait so long then tell me cant make it -.-...... then our first lesson is chemistry module. when i open my spec box i found out that my spec is gone lol. it took me so long to found out that i lost my stuff. then i rush to the yesterday lesson classroom and i found it was lieing on the floor. my friend say i was lucky cause normally it is nt possible to find it de. during the first lesson i was having stomach pain and it last all the way until 2pm. hai so pain lo...... at night i work at back with yao and manager. i think only i and yao clear table cause the manager keep on order. the number of table she clear can use one hand to count le XD. today is consider easy le haha. ok that the end of the update good bye.

dream is for normal people but nt for abnormal people like me......

2008-10-26T09:04:00.000-07:00

yeah here to blog again. i decided to give up le cause it is really hopeless and pointless for me to go on. i dont know y got the feeling of giving up but i really think it is the right choice. this is wat 'chinese' say you yuan wu fen ba..... i wont wanna step into it again( for nw at less) cause i really hate to let go. but hope the person will be together with who ever the person wan ba..... ok that the end of the updates gd bye.

dream is for normal people but nt for abnormal people like me......

2008-10-21T08:25:00.001-07:00

yo back to blogging again. yesterday went to lot one to work. the customer there is nt many so i was like quite relaxing. before start work i was chatting with one kitchen stuff. he use to work at westmall. wan to know who he is go ask xue pan lo haha cause i forget how to spell his name le lol.

today dont know why feel very sick and tired of the life i having. all i do was study work study and still work. hai. everytime after school i need rush home and get ready for work. dont have time to rest at all. early morning wake up go sch then at night ten plus then reach home and rest. everytime only manage to use a bit of com then have to sleep le. dont even have time to do homework lo. hope this sem i will be able to coop with both work and study. if nt i have to give up working le or just work at weekend like i do last sem.

k going to sleep early tonight. gd bye everyone..

dream is for normal people but nt for abnormal people like me......

2008-10-16T03:01:00.000-07:00

yoyo here to update le... monday was the first day of sch and i was late lol. my lesson start at 8am and i left my house at 7.33 haha. then i reach dover mrt around 7.48. u know y i can remember so well ma? cause yuyun called me and i was under my block and the time just nice 7.33 then she called second time and i was on train le and the train just left je mrt station then i predict i will reach dover around 7.48. haha just nice i reach there at that time lo lol so i can remember the time so exact.( nt i gd memory is just lucky) tus and wed i also late for morning lesson but dont know y, the lecturer ownself also late lol. so end up i was nt mark absent.

mon i worked at sakae sushi cause xiao yun say nt enough stuff ask me go back help. i was having flu at that time but i still went to work. then i work at the back with yen and felicia. i and yen laughing non stop cause we keep on smile lo. dont know y like idiot like that haha. coco say must smile so i like making a 'fake smile' then yen laugh until cant stop. she also copy me then i laugh. i guess u all dont undersand y we laugh but never mind la haha just think that i am still childish ba.... around 7 plus got customer at the back le then i and felicia stayed at the back. then i was like keep on pesting her about something. asking her some question which i cant write here lol. u wan know u can go ask her lo but she cfm wont tell u de haha... for those who dont know de, she my 'jie' lol. so dont go gossip on this bo liao stuff ho lol.

wed i worked from 5pm to 9.30. suppose to go home at 10.30 de but i ask coco let me go off early cause thurs got sch and it start 8am lo. but before i go i help them complete one side job which is chopstick... i start doing it at 9 then around 9.30 i complete doing the side job le lol. is the fastest side job i ever done cause i was rushing to go home le ma lol.

today was very suay. early morning have flu le then practical was at air conditioner room and i was like so xin ku la. my lecturer was very 'kind' tell me to everyday eat vitamin C and drink 2 litre of water a day lol. she also ask me to sleep before 11pm everyday then wont get flu le. i was like wth i come home from work use a bit of com(around 2 hr) then is like midnight 12 plus le. best thing is during one lecture which last 2 hr de. i was 'sleeping' for the first hour so i didnt know wat he was teaching. then next 1 hour was use computer to do tutorial. but i cant do cause i didint bring my laptop. hai who to blame leh lol then i share with my friend lo. and just nice both of us so blur cp4088 we see until cp4008 so we bring wrong tutorial.

ok that the end of today update le gdbye people...

dream is for normal people but nt for abnormal people like me......

2008-10-07T09:15:00.000-07:00

last friday went to bukom for "chalet". lol cause is like HDB flat but no one live de. my cousin booked a room and we lived in there for a night. we need to take ferry to that place. around 3 or 4 plus we reached there and my cousin go collect the key. after that we put our stuff in the room then i and my 2 cousin go walk about and we end up playing snooker. my big cousin bully me hai i lost him with a score of 40plus to 20plus lo (i think haha). i frist time play snooker leh hai think i am very pro le lo. after that we play bowling lol and that the most funny part. when i hit strike the machine jamed then is my cousin turn so he just throw and he get strike too but without hitting and pin lo. hai after a while the machine recover le and i get second for that game. first is my big cousin. if i am nt wrong that is my second time i play bowling. big achievement lei lo at less can get 1 strike. due to time restriction we went back to the room and get ready for BBQ. but we were so suay la, when we get to the BBQ pit it start to rain..... hai then nvm we went back to the room and play mahjong haha. i lost like 20plus fan then each fan one push up. can guess how much push up i do le haha. after half an hour the rain stop then we start bbq. but it sucks seriously cause the charcoal is useless cant even catch fire de so we like wasting half of the time starting a fire. and i took some photo too... below is the photo taken:

ok that all for today updates goodbye people.

dream is for normal people but nt for abnormal people like me......

2008-09-30T07:45:00.000-07:00

yo back to update again haha... today dont know is sad or happy hai. around 11 plus meet with felicia to go timah play pool. then meet with yuyun and john so end up 4 people playing pool. i team up with felicia and john team up with yuyun and we have lot of fun. after that we went to shopping and i bought a jacket around $40 plus it look quite nice. then i and felicia travel all the way to pasir ris to to meet with ky who just came out of army and then end up eating at sakae sushi but non of us eat a lot cause we see until full le haha. below is the picture took in sakae sushi:

after that we took mrt back home and ky pei felicia to boon lay. something happened on my way back and it make me feel very sad and disappointed. only five person including me know wat happen hai. dont bother ask me cause i wont tell u de.....then so zhun weather start to rain le and so i walked in the rain as i go home. hai it is the first time i been so sad before. that the end of today update bye bye.

dream is for normal people but nt for abnormal people like me......

2008-09-18T07:37:00.000-07:00

yoyo here to update again haha... due to my lazyness and my poor memory so i didnt update... today i stay at home most of the time and i spent around 6 hour using computer. around 4 plus i went to sakae to find agnes to watch movie. supposely got 4 people de then felicia cant go. then that john also last min back off, then left me and agnes hai. but nvm we watch mamma mia around 5.10 de haha. nt bad la is funny movie and i quite like it. at night around 8 plus i went to buy shoes but in the end i cant find any shoes i like so empty hand go home lol... ok that the end of today gd bye...

dream is for normal people but nt for abnormal people like me......

2008-09-16T18:25:00.000-07:00

it was a super gd day for me haha cause i pass all my module. but the result is nt very gd as i only got 1 A hai.... i did nt know yesterday result will release lo then around 1 plus nuo shi tell me in msn to check my result cause it is out le lol then i like blur blur go my sch email. it been pass few weeks seen the last time i check the email le cause all inside is rubbish and only related to sch stuff which i dont care. below is my result:
MS2126 - 5 - A
CP5035 - 4 - B
SP0202 - 2 - B
CP4006 - 5 - B+
MS2524 - 2 - B+
LC0203 - 2 - C+
CP6002 - 4 - C+
GPA : 3.229

wa i super surprise sia i get C+ for my bio cause i in sec sch i get F9 or E8 de lol then i always last haha. then my bio is like left 3 to 4 days then start to memorise but only manage to memorise 3/4 of my chapter which only 1/2 of the chapter came out lol. the rest of the question is i tikam de haha.... C+ is around 65 and above leh so high lei lo lol i was like calculating if i fail the paper wat will i get.. haha so heng of me. my next targer for GPA is 3.6 cause i wan go uni. later going to work le hai sure going to be runner again cause they will always make me do it de. it is either i be runner in the afternoon or at night hai there will always be a chance for me to suffer..
and before i go gd luck to all jc friends yr exam is gonna start le study hard ah......

dream is for normal people but nt for abnormal people like me......

2008-09-10T19:15:00.000-07:00

yesterday was a wonderfull but sick day haha cause i am sick... 12 pm meet with ah wah and celeste at clementi mrt then around 12 plus reach suki to eat buffet. before that i ask celeste to tell ben to order a ssc cause i wan to eat it once i reach there haha. then when reach suki saw ben lonely sitting down there eating hai cause he go there book seat for us. around 12.30 ky came and join us. after a while bryan came too lol first time eat with him lo. the late queen finally arrive at 2 plus cant really remember wat time she reach there haha. so is total of 7 people eating suki. then after that went to watch wall-e quite nice but the movie is like for couple lo haha then ky very bad go but 2 seat seperate from us just for ben and celeste to sit together. after that we went far east to shopping and i bought my panadol there too. i cant believe i eat 4 pill of it in less then 1 hr cause i super hate to eat medicine de haha. then we shop until 7 plus go to somewhere in orchard to have dinner. jia min came to meet us around 7.40pm. i didnt really eat much nt cause i shy ho bryan lol is cause i still quite full so cant eat. after that we walk to take taxi and finally go home... reach home around 9 plus lol. i wonder my virus pass to who le lo cause i sick then walk around the town haha. too bad if u are the victim domt come hunt me cause it will be useless de...

below is the picture i took at suki. i wan take more de but that ah wah go make noisy then the others found out i taking picture of them eating then i get kick on the leg by celeste so pain la.... enjoy the picture haha.

wa ben like no face to see people then celeste like so sian...

this is agnes, she is eating haha...

this is celeste haha...

ok that the end of blogging i need go work le going to be late lei hai. bye bye....

dream is for normal people but nt for abnormal people like me......

2008-09-07T18:13:00.000-07:00

yeah yesterday is super happy day for me haha cause of just few words she said. i become super hyper at night but didnt really show out so i guess no one will know de xD. but got something bad happen lo.... keep on get suan by my colleague cause of the accident then ah wah go say something which he should not then after that they keep on making fun of it hai.. nw i gonna have to be suan everytime i see them lo.... later i going to eat bak kut teh with my sec sch friend so that the end of the post bye bye!!!!!!

dream is for normal people but nt for abnormal people like me......

2008-08-31T23:21:00.000-07:00

yeah exam is finally over and nw i only concentrate on working, working and still working haha. going to buy a psp le $300 plus all i pay de lo no one sponsor me. so have to faster earn money to buy haha. last sat when to jurong island to sunten haha. the weather so hot la wth but learn some chemstry stuff which is related with my studies duh...

below is the photo i took haha dont tell anyone cause if the police found out i will be put into boy's home lo haha so sssssshhhhhhhh....

the model of the industry in jurong island, it is a big sercet haha...

then last sunday work whole day... in the afternoon still nt bad nt much people came to eat. i work at centre station with agnes at frist then hui ling came and join us lol. i having flu for the whole afternoon hai nose a bit red red... then i have to go clear my nose so i like keep on missing from my station... then got once they looking for me but i was bending down to take order from customer, so they cant find me haha. then when i come out le agnes say y u so big size yet cant find u lol.... at night i was place at the back station but due to some problem at the centre station i was ask to help them. then in the end i end up working at the centre station with ah wah. so many people come eat la hai work until leg numb haha. but is quite relax as the table is small but i like need to clear few table at one go so it does nt make much different compare to work at back... ok that all i can remember haha i getting old le memory is losing bit by bit... bye bye :)

dream is for normal people but nt for abnormal people like me......

2008-08-12T06:26:00.000-07:00

today nt happy but i dont really know why... nw i only know that i should learn to give up on something that i wanted. it nt going to be easy but i will try. sometime things dont go the way u wan but once u try it, u wont regret for the rest of yr life. i have once taken up something that i wish to get but nw it is time to let it go. my friends advise me to give up cause there will be no future de and i finally understand it. hope i can get over it soon :) jiayou for myself...

i took a photo of a "couple". they look really like a couple la but they just deny it. aiyo why so shy leh haha. they have same character la like they always late when we meet. say meet at 11am but both of them will just overslept and then they will reach the place at 11.30am. the most wierd thing is they reach at the same time lo but they like one live in boon lay the other live in cck. below is the photo i took:

ok that is the end of the entry today gd night:)

dream is for normal people but nt for abnormal people like me......

2008-08-02T18:55:00.000-07:00

yeah finally got moood to update le haha. i promise them that i will put their photo up on my blog de so here it is.. some of the photo was took without them knowing lol but in the end they still found out. hope both of them dont mind haha..

poor cp being force to take this photo with 2 of them. see his face, it is like someone taking a knive and put on his neck

eddie gone crazy when he saw the content in the phone.

eddie, me, cp and yuyun.

wa they look so happy when they taking photo lol!!!

that the end of the photo show case hope u have enjoy....

dream is for normal people but nt for abnormal people like me......

2008-07-19T04:39:00.000-07:00

today go gym^^ it been one week seen i last go le. at gym saw a man siao de. the amount of weight he lifted make his face gone red then he keep on making one funny noisy like someone torturing him haha. then at night my mother cook food all got red chilli. -.- kao make my face turn red and cause me to sweat so much hais. then she go fry egg for me to eat cause i cant eat spicy food. sian dinner only can eat fry egg and plain rice-.-... that all for today:)

dream is for normal people but nt for abnormal people like me......

2008-07-18T03:42:00.000-07:00

The best of friends,Can change a frown,Into a smile,when you feel down.
The best of friends,Will understand,Your little trials,And lend a hand.
The best of friends,Will always share,Your secret dreams,Because they care.
The best of friends,Worth more than gold,Give all the love,A heart can hold.
a poem i found about friendship ^^.

dream is for normal people but nt for abnormal people like me......

2008-07-16T06:38:00.000-07:00

today start lesson at 10am... but i meet some of my classmate at dover mrt at 9.30. then go lesson at T242. we have DCP day today too at 3.10pm that one like so boring. i like keep on fall asleep in MLT1. one of my friend and i left the talk before it end cause we need to do something. after that we go westmall and play arcade. afer that we watch movie with 2 other people which came join us after that talk. the movie was red cliff... starting still nt bad la but the end part was like so boring -.- hai i though it was a nice movie... so after all it was a bad movie. that all for today gd nite ^^

dream is for normal people but nt for abnormal people like me......

2008-07-15T05:37:00.000-07:00

today another tired day... my friend suddenly sms me at 10am say meet at dover lol make me like so rush. reach school le only got me and yuyun wth that eddie go check his shit, see he got disease ma haha. hope he got then he cant work lei ^^ so bad of me.
today got dragonboat training hai just a hell training to be exact la. run 6km then do 10 set of 10 pull up lol, but there is no senior to supervise us, we all like so slack. that all for today bb :)

dream is for normal people but nt for abnormal people like me......

2008-07-09T05:55:00.000-07:00

hai today very sian... shoulder pain for whole day. wa lao just one day of training then pain here pain there. am i getting old le -.- nw starting to train with my senior le they like so gay la. my friends say they like robot haha dont feel pain de. nvm tml is another hell training hope i dont break my bones.
nwaday sch end so late sianzzzz. everyday reach home like 6 plus wa lao cant even go out and play lei lo. youth day cannot celebrath then still need go sch wth feel like burn the sch down lei. suan le lecturer say we nt youth lei hai.... i so young only, people in jc older then me can have holi on youth day wth this world is so unfair. end of today gd night :)

dream is for normal people but nt for abnormal people like me......

2008-06-30T04:24:00.000-07:00

yeah!!!! i got back 2 exam paper. both of them get nt bad result haha. my bio get 32 out of 50 omg i cant believe it. i normally either get F9 or fail de now suddenly pass. my CP5035 i get 38 out of 50. nw have to wait for 3 more module result, hope non of them fail.

dream is for normal people but nt for abnormal people like me......

2008-06-27T08:22:00.000-07:00

today watched wanted... the movie taught me how to scold vulgar words and how to kill people... but never is a funny movie with all those words they speaks and it really quite impressive of the ways they kill people, like using rats with bomb. wth!!! very hard to imagine a rat running towards u and explode infront of yr face.

dream is for normal people but nt for abnormal people like me......

YEAH!!!!!!!! exam over

2008-06-26T05:01:00.000-07:00

yeah!!! exam finally over le. i know i going to fail some of my module but never mind. it only 20%. just need to get better result in end of semester exam then wont forward module le haha.... today gone out with friends. watch movie!!! it is get smart, kao so funny sia. the agent guy go folo wat the girl do by kissing a guy's mouth. wth!!! laugh until my stomache pain. overall the movie is really funny, if have time must go watch.

dream is for normal people but nt for abnormal people like me......

more picture!!!!!!!!

2008-06-15T06:25:00.000-07:00

below picture is taken in sakae sushi:

wat is he doing??????

his name is zen, he never stop smiling....

dream is for normal people but nt for abnormal people like me......

picture time!!!!!!

2008-06-14T06:36:00.001-07:00

first time go out playing pool with some of my classmate....

here the photo:

here is the photo taken when doing project:

he trying to act like an idiot......

dream is for normal people but it is nt for abnormal people like me........

Super bad day

2008-06-13T09:17:00.000-07:00

exam is coming, i nt really prepare for it. hai can anyone tell me how i going to study when i am having so many problem.... i am weak in biology and i trying ways to avoid taking it but y does it still come back to me. Y wont it let me go..... there is too many question i wanna ask but who can i ask..... my parent or my friends??? i think non of them can help me... so it is me and myself to hold it through . it going to be difficult but i will make it through.

dream is for normal people but it is nt for abnormal people like me.......