2008 ended and 2009 start to begin. lots of thing had happen in 2008 but it was a past le hope that 2009 will be different, a totally different year for me. wish everyone happy new year.





dream is for normal people but nt for abnormal people like me......

©opyrited
10:35 PM

today soso only la. get back result quite ok lo. then whole day neck pain cant turn to my left. so my head was like keep on turning toward right or lie against right only. sad ho people at my left talk to me i need turn my whole body lo so mafan. evening went back sakae to meet jw. ah fu ask me help him buy stuff so went down buy le come back give him. after that we went causeway point eat. got me jing wei jiarong. we eat until around 9 plus yao come join us. after eating we sit there play psp until my psp no batt le then we go off. we go play arcade which is just one floor below sakae. starting i and yao play time crsis 3 we didnt manage to complete it reason is cause we lousy shooter. haha. after that went home le.

ok that the end of today bb.......
to jw. wan be my mama ho can but need time for me to xi guan de. gd night





dream is for normal people but nt for abnormal people like me......

©opyrited
8:06 AM

updating again.... christmas has ended with just me working working working. wed worked from 11-12am. it was a hell day for me ba cause i was taking care of delivery with ah yao. the customer who walk in collect de was pressing us for party set which is nt ready yet. cause of too many party set to make the kitchen cant do it on time so all the order was late. some was even worse late around 1 hour plus. so they was like nt happy lei. wat to do leh we try rush for them lo then ask them sit there or stand there wait. haha. when i hold one party set walk toward them all come crowd to me -.- so scary. xue pan also kana scare by them thenwan hide with us. but she cannot cause she need go cashier do stuff. sad right being huant by them.

thurs is christmas le. i worked from 9am to 11pm. we went there early to eat breakfast before start work. i and yao go nearby hawker tabao food for the rest. we bought 3 bowl of porriage and 2 packet of noodle. after eat finish we start to prepare for the delivery order. this time i was inside runner station so no need to face the customer. but at night due to some miscommunication, the runner station jam. first reason is nt enough tray to serve food, second is the system is down so need write order by hand, third is the back is in a mess. the order was either nt being made or there was double order. this cause us to waste lot of time serving those double order and checking for customer wat havnt been ordered. in the end from 4 people working in back change to 5. plus yen and me go help check order for the back people and rush those kitchen people for it. but nevertheless we survived.

while for fri and today, it was purely working. nothing special to talk about. just work work work. 2 more day to sch reopen le hai. i havent do finish my homework so nw i was rushing lei.

gd bye people have to go complete it le.





dream is for normal people but nt for abnormal people like me......

©opyrited
6:48 AM

yoyo back to update again. nwaday life was so dull. everyday wake up prepare go work then come home get ready to sleep. only one words to discribe it( sucks)..... i dont know wat to do le i guess it is the same always ba. everything replaying again and again. getting tired and a bit angry le. angry with myself... why why why.............................. suan wo dao mei ba... i wan get back to wat i was in sec sch but ho nt possible le cause a person change le can never go back to the same.

wat u do u have to pay for it. whether is gd or bad. too late to regret also le cause everything cannot be change. who can i believe leh? i ask before i say it but leh i know it will turn out like that and y i still go on leh? cause of hoping for a different ans ma or just asking for an ans to wat i already know. i dont know wat i doing and wont wan to know anymore..... hope thing will pass soon like always.

wont wan to trust anyone anymore...... experience bring me to who i am nw and wat i will become in the future. nw i know y adult become so selfish, nt cause of their ownself char is cause of the people around them. people they know de cant be trust.




dream is for normal people but nt for abnormal people like me......

©opyrited
8:09 AM

back to blog again. seem i open my blog le i cant type everything freely.... i have to keep those secret deep inside me and only those very very very i mean really close de will know ba.... u know who u are. today working as runner then everything was in a mess. hai sry ah the other runner with me de. i nt gd yet and need more training lo. i from p/t service crew become trainee le.

thing is getting back to normal le ma? no i dont think so cause it still remain the same. friend who barely talk de why leh? cause of wat i say ma or wat? quite regret saying it le cause i know the answer ah but i say le thing change totally. cant it go back to normal ma? hai...... too late to regret le so just look forward and hope thing will get better ba. anyway i haven start doing hw. planning to start tml lo lol.

k that it for today night....




dream is for normal people but nt for abnormal people like me......

©opyrited
9:37 AM

open my blog again to everyone le cause i got nothing i wan to vent out here anymore..... it was just a dream a unpleasent dream. all the rumour start to disappear le which is gd ba. hearing some people going to quit work le hai wat to say leh. ask them to stay ma? or forget it ba it is just a cycle. a cycle of from stranger become friend then become gd friend but in the end become stranger again. it is like the past being replay again and again. it will never end de. getting use to it soon. life was like a robot doing same thing again and again. experience same thing again and again. everyday wake up eat work then sleep. didnt seen to change and will never change.....




dream is for normal people but nt for abnormal people like me......

©opyrited
6:55 PM